The fire that God has set in my soul.

In the progress of becoming where I am today. I really would have never thought of how much my soul is on fire for God now. I was in the dark and he brought me into the light. The deepest secrets that I had hidden within inside of me were brought into the light. I don't really care to keep secrets from him anymore. My secrets were hidden so long in a soul that wasn't on fire for God.

God told me to get rid of my boyfriend and he was serious. God told me I have something better for you. I feel now that me not getting rid of my worldly boyfriend sooner I was preventing God's presence in my life. About two weeks after I broke up with my boyfriend, God said you trusted me. I felt God really wanting to be in my life and his presence and love as well. Then I got invited to interns at my church.

The internship was held in my church in Bucerias, La Fuente Riviera. In the intership I didn't know really what to expect and how much effort I was going to be putting into it. The internship was in last July until mid August. He was serious and he put me into the internship. Which I wanted to be in for the last few years. During the internship, I had to share my testimony and that's where all the secrets came out pretty much. At first I was scared to share what happened to me, but everyone has to start somewhere.

I have been going to my church now for about 3 1/2 years. This church has transformed me and the people there care about me. God has put a fire down in my heart there at my church. Of course before a major decision to put you into an internship. The leaders and the pastors there have to see how well you do under pressure, and how strong your faith is.

 Also, throughout this fasting I have felt that God has been giving me a fire in my heart. He told me some other great surprise is coming but not sure what it is yet. I am sitting here waiting here on the Lord to guide me.

If God brings you to it, he will bring you through it.