The fear of God, should be the center of your being

                              The fear of God, should be the center of your being. 

In the fear of God, it should be the center of your being. Fearing the Lord leads to understand, that he needs to be the center of your being at all times. Not everyone knows that he's lives, he became sin, he who knew no sin. To be honest, I've been in and out sometimes with my relationship with Jesus. I just came to realize at 20 years old, I was sexually abused at the age of 8. I went to talk with my father last year, he was not on my side. I exposed something dark, he didn't want to talk about it. He wanted to keep it a secret. Thinking it wasn't a big deal to be honest. I was in complete shock with his response. I thought he would have advocated for me and brought it to the light and came around a different way. He wanted to take his sisters side, instead of his daughters. He wasn't protecting, something that God gifted him to love, protect, and grow in the Lord. He was dark, nothing that I could control, Jesus is in control. 
Verse: Ephesians 5:11  Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.

Jesus impacts

How many times has Jesus impacted your life? 

Well, for me I couldn't really say just one. I believe he could have an impact on us each and everyday. He's all around us, in all he's created in this earth. 

For me there are at least 2:

1: My seizures: At the age of 13 months. The doctors found that I had epilepsy. I had many changes in medications between the age of 13 months to 6 years old. I was seizure free for 13 1/2 years. I had to be put back on my medications. But, he has healed me from them apart from having to be back on them. 

Matthew 4:24 "News about him spread all over Syria, and
people brought to him all who were

ill with various diseases, those suffering severe pain,
the demon-possessed, those having seizures,

and the paralyzed; and he healed them.

2: The sexual abuse: I was sexually abused at the age of 8, by an aunt of mine.
In 2004, before my 3rd grade year, I was sexually abused along with my sister.
My father chooses to believe its normal, that it happens to everyone.

I've tried to explain to him many of times, but in reality it was a dead end

there. God wants me to expose them.
He wants me to go to court and expose the evil shames.

Ephesians 5:11-13 "Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but

rather expose them. It is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.

But everything exposed by the light becomes visible—and everything that is

illuminated becomes a light."